Tuesday, August 12, 2014

Sunday, August 10, 2014

Advice- Part 1

I am in the middle of packing for college right now. I go back on campus on the 13th of this month, so I won't have much time to write posts. However, I still want to make sure I publish one post a day. Until I can find the time to write, I will post college advice for anyone who needs it.

Saturday, August 9, 2014

Surprises

My grandmother is over and she's usually not the type to keep her promises.

But now we have a new car.

Even though she keeps mocking me for not wanting to be called a kid.

I'm nineteen years old. I'm not a kid.

Definitely moving out for good now. Maybe people will treat me with more respect. Then again, maybe not.

Friday, August 8, 2014

Enduring

It is not possible to be 100% free of your past overnight. The first eighteen years of my life came back to me the weekend I came home, and it was too much for me to handle. I didn't try to remind myself of the good things in my life. I couldn't. But this is why I'm writing and making this blog.

Thursday, August 7, 2014

Surviving

I've attempted suicide. Multiple times.

One of the most saddening things about having suicidal thoughts is that I'm asked why I want to die.

The truth is, I really don't.