Surprises

My grandmother is over and she's usually not the type to keep her promises.

But now we have a new car.

Even though she keeps mocking me for not wanting to be called a kid.

I'm nineteen years old. I'm not a kid.

Definitely moving out for good now. Maybe people will treat me with more respect. Then again, maybe not.

Enduring

It is not possible to be 100% free of your past overnight. The first eighteen years of my life came back to me the weekend I came home, and it was too much for me to handle. I didn't try to remind myself of the good things in my life. I couldn't. But this is why I'm writing and making this blog.

Surviving

I've attempted suicide. Multiple times.

One of the most saddening things about having suicidal thoughts is that I'm asked why I want to die.

The truth is, I really don't.

Beginnings

What a cheesy title, huh? Unfortunately, I was not gifted with the ability to come up with great titles (my parents forgot to invite any fairies to my birth, so it's technically their fault). However, I find that skill less important than the content that follows. But let me introduce myself before we get into that.