Enduring

It is not possible to be 100% free of your past overnight. The first eighteen years of my life came back to me the weekend I came home, and it was too much for me to handle. I didn't try to remind myself of the good things in my life. I couldn't. But this is why I'm writing and making this blog.

Surviving

I've attempted suicide. Multiple times.

One of the most saddening things about having suicidal thoughts is that I'm asked why I want to die.

The truth is, I really don't.

Where To Go

As of right now, I am a second year college student going for a bachelor's degree in psychology. So I am nowhere near qualified to provide professional help. I am willing to chat with any of you who are going through a rough situation.

But for those who need assistance quickly, I've included an extensive list of hotlines after the jump. These not only include depression/suicide hotlines, but there are also numbers to call and websites to visit in case of (domestic/child/dating) abuse, bullying/cyberbullying, sexual assault, incest, rape, drug/alcohol abuse, youth/teen crisis, sexual health, pregnancy/abortion, teen parenting, LGBT issues, self harm, grief and loss, homelessness/runaways, eating disorders, mental illnesses, stress, anxiety, etc.

The following information comes from the Teen Heath and Wellness website.